I'm sick of this everyday life, today.

twitch twitch.

i could fall in love with anyone i meet.
i'm a little in love with everyone i know.

i'm best at breaking up
at pulling out when the going gets tough
dodging blows and waving goodbye
because i'll save my own skin every time

I want someone who loves me when my hair is dirty
when my eyes won't stay open because I stayed up all night with you
who loves that I run on coffee and tunes
i want somebody who loves me like you do

there's no way i can handle that.

I want someone who loves me when my hair is dirty
when my eyes won't stay open because I stayed up with you
who loves that I run on coffee and tunes
and want to cover myself with words from shitty bands I love.

careful, or it's turning on you.

you're not as jack kerouac as you think you are.

I will not take responsibility for decisions you make. enjoy your problems.

that's not how I like my mornings to start.


keep it to yourself.

idly annoyed.

mine.

kind of wish you were.

I'm the worst tease I know
drag you along
wanting me
but you can't but it's so much fucking fun
to tease us both into thinking we could be wrong.

i'm the best at breaking up
at pulling out when the going gets rough
dodging blows and wave goodbye
keep my feet on the ground
and keep my own hands dry

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loved you like a cliche
always there for a reason
it only makes sense we end with a song
when we started out a few missed notes
a minor chord and one deep breath

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now my fingers are blue
though this started out golden
and you're learning too fast
that when it comes right down to it
it's my own skin i'll save every time.

stop this.
get out of my head.

i miss you, i think.

do you believe in god?

it's like I'm fucking it up so I have a reason for why I feel like this.

im fucking tired.

sometimes things are wrong all around
even though you justify it once
it'll come back to tear your head off
some other way.

one liners.

it's never hard to end it all, it's starting that's the bitch.

it's raining but pretty warm. it's a good night to be drunk and in love.

my skin misses your fingers

it's a bad day for dreams, youre the only one who's biting

i'd rather kill the cause, not the symptom

sometimes it's colder in the sunlight than it has been in the shade.

you're an everyday tragedy

it's a bad day for dreams, you're the only one who's biting.

suicidal escape, for the young and hopeless.
older you get, you can't let go
a death wish is built on the ideal
that someone wants to see you live.

i trust you when you're not trying to help me kill myself
i trust you when you're not trying to help.

i'm not good, but i'm feeling higher
drunk in the dark it looks the same
so close your eyes and breathe a little faster
it's gonna get better before it gets worse.

mistakes can only teach you
if you don't like being wrong
take all my sorry's that i've said
shove them back into my mouth

i trust you when you're not trying to help me kill myself
i trust you when you're not trying to help.

i'm not good, but i'm feeling higher
drunk in the dark it looks the same
so close your eyes and breathe a little faster
it's gonna get better before it gets worse.

and i trust you
and i trust you when you're not trying to help me kill myself
i trust you when you're not trying to help.

it's the wrongs that make the words come to life.

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sometimes it's just hot that way.

see you in my head
watch you do what you've never.

I've got limited time to care
too bad you were last in line.

the scene of the crime
is where the end started
and where we broke

and now it's where
we close the book
on whatever we had

and it's harder than what
i've ever had to do
but i plan on coming
out the other side
of this trial by fire.

there's nothing i can do to save you.

torn between wanting you (say no)

this is the biggest small town ever
can't decide if i'm in the mood to escape
or if i'm too scared to be a stranger to anyone but you.

fuck you, stay away.

you're wasting it.
we all are.

i'm no good at failure
one too many times
dead end kid, dead man walking
saved me one last day

regrets are for the lost
bad memories for the wicked
misses and catastrophes
i live for what i've done

mistakes can only teach you
if you don't like being wrong
take all my sorry's that i've said
shove them back into my mouth

regrets are for the lost
bad memories for the wicked
misses and catastrophes
i live for what i've done

it's not that i mean
to fuck up all the time
but sometimes the world fucks up itself
and it comes around my fault

regrets are for the lost
bad memories for the wicked
misses and catastrophes
i live for what i love
i live for what i've done.

that was my favourite part.

i'm starting off my morning by waking up in the afternoon
you can try to change me all you want
but i can promise you
i'll always come up a few cents short

you and me we're gonna be
you and me we're gonna be
you and me we're gonna be
heartbreakers

it'd take me twenty eight days
to walk to you from my old house
i'm guessing my sneakers are really lucky
because i don't miss anything that much

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my inability to recall my past mistakes
is probably my major tragic flaw
i fall again, again, again, again
again, again repeat a hundred times.